Benjamin.Major: Archive

Dec 29th

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Dec 29th

Thinking brings the pain away.

I’m tired of asking people if they want to hang out, or if their doing anything. I’m tired of wondering whether or not to call someone, if they have time to pick up. I don’t want to be in the epicentre of my friends lives, but it would be nice to actually be in them. It would be nice just to be a bit wanted, sounds a bit gay I know but, I’m just left out of everything and...

Dec 29th

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R.I.P Jam

I’m tired. Annoyed. And one of my fish has died already…after 5 days.

Dec 27th

Dec 25th

Edward Scissorhands

Makes me so angry. This is the reason why I just hate people.

Dec 25th

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Dec 25th

Happy Birthday Jesus

Have a good one.

Dec 25th

Anonymous asked: who got you fish, and why fish?

Dec 24th

It's almost Christmas

Therefore I will watch 500 days of summer and look back on this year, and work out how I am in the happy situation that I am in at this moment. You make me happy, happy, happy :).

Dec 24th

Anonymous asked: who got you fish, and why fish?

Dec 24th

kl-a-vs-deactivated20110421-dea asked: So, you have a fish and you're happy?
Lol. That's a way to live Christmas!
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year :)
;D

Dec 24th

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kl-a-vs-deactivated20110421-dea asked: So, you have a fish and you're happy?
Lol. That's a way to live Christmas!
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year :)
;D

Dec 24th

I have fucking fish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Best christmas present ever. :):):):):):) I’ll take a picture tomorrow and the hopefully get the roll developed and show you. I’m so happy :)

Dec 23rd

Dec 22nd

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Dec 20th

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Dec 20th

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Dec 20th

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Dec 20th

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Dec 20th

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Dec 20th

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Lies as bright as the sun

I wonder sometimes if life actually goes out of its way just to bring me down.

Dec 20th

Dec 19th

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Dec 19th

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Christmas Shopping

Is ridiculous, I hate Christmas. It just gets on my tits, it’s so commercialised. However today was fucking awesome. Amad bought me a capo for my birthday which is pretty much just what I wanted. The only thing he could’ve bought to top that was a fender jaguar…if only. I spent £190 on presents. £190! And I still kinda need to get two more and a couple of cards. Although I did...

Dec 19th

Dec 18th

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Dec 17th

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Dec 17th

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Dec 17th

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Dec 15th

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Twenty Four Hours

So this is permanence, love’s shattered pride What once was innocence, turned on its side A cloud hangs over me, marks every move Deep in the memory, of what once was love Oh how I realised how I wanted time Put into perspective, tried so hard to find Just for one moment, thought I’d found my way Destiny unfolded, I watched it slip away Excessive flashpoints, beyond all reach Solitary...

Dec 12th